I'm at somewhat of an impass. I haven't a clue which way to go or why. I'm constantly trying to make others happy, make them smile, make them feel like they matter. But why? Well, because that's what "I" want. I want someone to go out of their way to make ME happy...to make me feel special to make me feel like I matter. I want to be loved...to the point of thinking my heart will simply explode. I want to know what its like to feel safe in someones arms. I want to be reminded of how good it feels to look into the eyes of the someone I want to see everyday and say the words I love you...
Why is this far out of my reach? What am I doing wrong? What exactly do you want from me?
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